Hello
I have finally realized that I need help to get my life back together.
I have sabotaged my relationship with my wife. I think I have pushed her to the limit.
She has been trying to put up with this for years. But as we know in our porn world and mind we just filter threw all tipe of porn but young women seems to be the most prevalent, I’m my case anyway.
This has caused insecurity, anger and mistrust in her.
She can no longer get past her anger, disappointment and other feelings I can’t even understand.
I feel so ashamed, disappointed, like a total failure. I let my best friend, my forever and my family down.
I have sabotaged our relationship so many time that she no longer believes me when I am telling the truth.
I have decided a while ago that I would be totally honest with her. But actions speak louder than words.
Being at rock bottom has made me realize that honesty is the only way out.
I am struggling! Do I tell my sisters, my mom, my dad why my wife is leaving so that they understand?
I don’t want them to be made at her. What do I tell my son?
I am scared to death! My anxiety is through the roof. And I am refusing to lie.
Refusing to admit to something I didn’t do seems to be the wrong thing because of all the rest of my past lies.
Do I admit to something I didn’t do so we can move on or do I stay the course and finally be honest with myself?
I am Dutch a mess.
Sorry for all the babbling.
Help me please!!!
I have finally realized that I need help to get my life back together.
I have sabotaged my relationship with my wife. I think I have pushed her to the limit.
She has been trying to put up with this for years. But as we know in our porn world and mind we just filter threw all tipe of porn but young women seems to be the most prevalent, I’m my case anyway.
This has caused insecurity, anger and mistrust in her.
She can no longer get past her anger, disappointment and other feelings I can’t even understand.
I feel so ashamed, disappointed, like a total failure. I let my best friend, my forever and my family down.
I have sabotaged our relationship so many time that she no longer believes me when I am telling the truth.
I have decided a while ago that I would be totally honest with her. But actions speak louder than words.
Being at rock bottom has made me realize that honesty is the only way out.
I am struggling! Do I tell my sisters, my mom, my dad why my wife is leaving so that they understand?
I don’t want them to be made at her. What do I tell my son?
I am scared to death! My anxiety is through the roof. And I am refusing to lie.
Refusing to admit to something I didn’t do seems to be the wrong thing because of all the rest of my past lies.
Do I admit to something I didn’t do so we can move on or do I stay the course and finally be honest with myself?
I am Dutch a mess.
Sorry for all the babbling.
Help me please!!!