Hello I am 52 years old and I have been using porn since I accidentally found my dads stash when I was 8 or 9 years old.
Looking back and even today I didn’t realize what this was and what this did to me today.
My partner has finally had enough. It has ruined her self esteem, her self worth, and has created so much doubt in me being faithful to her.
Today I have been without porn for 25 days. I have started talking to a psychologist and decided to be totally honest with my maybe ex wife.
It was very hard on me emotionally but it has also been a little liberating. It has removed some weight of my shoulders and has let some of the guilt I carry go.
I really don’t know where I go from here or if I will be able to salvage my relationship with my wife. But I have decided that regardless of what comes of it that I will fix me.
Today I start mi journey to recovery from this crippling addiction.
One question? Do I open up to the rest of my family members so that they know what is reading going on in my mariage?
Just trying to figure all my things out!!
Thanks for any help in advance.
Looking back and even today I didn’t realize what this was and what this did to me today.
My partner has finally had enough. It has ruined her self esteem, her self worth, and has created so much doubt in me being faithful to her.
Today I have been without porn for 25 days. I have started talking to a psychologist and decided to be totally honest with my maybe ex wife.
It was very hard on me emotionally but it has also been a little liberating. It has removed some weight of my shoulders and has let some of the guilt I carry go.
I really don’t know where I go from here or if I will be able to salvage my relationship with my wife. But I have decided that regardless of what comes of it that I will fix me.
Today I start mi journey to recovery from this crippling addiction.
One question? Do I open up to the rest of my family members so that they know what is reading going on in my mariage?
Just trying to figure all my things out!!
Thanks for any help in advance.