Finally, I'm doing this…

Ezel

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Day 26, no po, no mo (monk mode).

Fantasizes about a girl I used to work with came out of nowhere this morning, maybe i was triggered by an anime I watched before I had those urges, even though the anime was not that sexual (echii type), but there was some skin shown in it…

Whenever i see something that goes against the monk mode i’m currently following, i look away and try to think about something else, to kind of control my thought process, because i know after my brain saw that stuff, it’s going to use it against me…

Man, it’s an exhausting battle, you can be highly alert all day long, but in the end of the day, something might slip and pass through all the defenses you are building. But that doesn’t mean if it’s gotten into your head to give in to it, just observe it and watch but don’t act on it, it’s like those soul getting out of your physical body experiences, when you observe yourself from the outside…

Just enjoy the show and don’t give that thought any attention, because you are the one who gives it the power to control you.

Being mindful and observing our thoughts, feelings and sensations in the moment means we can more easily notice when we're caught up in them. With awareness comes the power of choice - the choice to become less attached to them, to experience something different, or to truly savor them.

Keep pushing kings, and stay away from the screen and its subs…

Peace.

Ezel.
 

Ezel

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Day 27, no po, no mo (monk mode).

Feeling good today, after I woke up, I prayed and did some calisthenics workout, and practiced my French for 15 min.

That’s all I have to say today, I'm out.

Stay strong guys, and keep pushing as always, and whenever the porn demon shows up on your shoulder, just say no, what's so hard about that…

Peace.

Ezel.
 

Ezel

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Day 28, no po, no mo (monk mode).

2 days left to hit my first month in this second streak, I hope I will surpass it. Actually, I know for sure that I will because I always do. It gets challenging around the 3+months phase, because I become horny as hell, unlike right now when I'm in control of my urges and everything.

Feeling good this morning, I woke up early, did my prayers and some calisthenics, push-ups, squats, and stretching. So life is good, I have nothing to complain about, I’m so grateful to God for what he gave and what he took, alhamdulillah.

Yesterday I did some reading, and downloaded an app blocker on my phone, to block certain apps from wasting my time. In fact, the reading part wouldn’t be possible if it wasn’t for the app blocker. I kind of got bored and started reading a book, better than letting an app take over you.

All right, that is it for me today and see you tomorrow, be strong and stay hard…

Peace.

Ezel.
 
Great progress Ezel - you will smash a month for sure, no problem
Good idea about the app blocker and reading too. Just thinking about all the books I could've read instead of wasting time on porn and internet nonsense 🤦‍♂️
Keep on killing it brother! 💪
 

Ezel

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Day 29, no po, no mo (monk mode).

I don’t know what to say really, and all of a sudden the feeling good song started playing in the back of my head, it describes perfectly how am i doing today, so here it is:

Peace.

Ezel.

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by
You know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good
I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom on a tree
You know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun, you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun, you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done, that's what I mean
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me
For me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Oh, freedom is mine
And I know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good
I'm feeling good
I feel so good
I feel so good
 

Ezel

Active Member
thanks blondie, I'm doing great legend, i hope you are doing great as well, partner.

keep rocking it my friend, you got this.
 

Ezel

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thanks particularly respecting, i appreciate your support my man.
i hope you are doing well, I can feel that soon you will join the first month of porn free club.
in fact, I know you will, no doubt about that.
keep posting my friend, it helps me and it helps you.
onwards.
 
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Ezel

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Day 31, no po, no mo (monk mode).

thank you guys for your support and encouragement,
30 days! (y)(y)(y)
Keep going, burn those boats, monk mode.
yeah trying harder, monk mode all the way.
Congratulations on one month Ezel!
thanks downhillfromhere, I believe you will get there too my friend, just stay the course and keep going.
Great job Ezel! I just made 30 days today as well!
congratulations dungalf, next goal is going to be 2 months, how about that??
Congrats on the 30, Ezel. You know you have it in you...!
thanks Phineas, it's always an honor to hear from you partner, I'm glad you are back.
 
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