Finally, I'm doing this…

Ezel

Respected Member
i screwed up again. this filth is life draining, i don't know how long it's going to be like this. i got to the point where i was about to lose hope before writing this.
i'm my own drug dealer, it doesn't matter how much porn is out there, if i can't get rid of the brainwashing porn has on me, then nothing will change, and i'm going to keep stuck on the same cycle.
 

NYC

Member
i screwed up again. this filth is life draining, i don't know how long it's going to be like this. i got to the point where i was about to lose hope before writing this.
i'm my own drug dealer, it doesn't matter how much porn is out there, if i can't get rid of the brainwashing porn has on me, then nothing will change, and i'm going to keep stuck on the same cycle.
You got 16 solid days, thats an accomplishment to be proud of, draw on the things that got you there, how it felt. I'm not any expert on monk mode. I need to read and understand better. But you showed YOURSELF you can do it.
 
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