day 34.
hey
@Blondie good to hear from you my friend. man you checked in on the right time as always. i had some massive urges this day, but i managed to push through. i'm getting myself busy as mush as possible, training cali, fasting 2 days, studying, college, improving myself...
but sometimes it can backfire, especially when i get stressed, so my brain looks for that cheap dopamine hit to forget about it and numb itself.
luckily today i did remind myself what's on stake if i took the easy way out, this master's degree i'm working on, and all the training at the gym and the semen that's been accumulating inside my body so it may possibly heal me in one way or another, i still get wet dreams, man one night i had maybe 3 or 2 wet dreams in a row, i don't know what that was about. i don't even recall the dream that got my body to act like that.
my dreams are still unclear so there is still a lot of work to be done.
this is just the tip of the iceberg, a lot has been going on lately. thank you for stopping by champ. keep doing your thing