TBH thoughts of a partner is better than porn, but be warned it can become just as addictive. And the added danger is that once it's in your head, there's no restricting access. But again, for me it's still better than losing an entire weekend to marathon PMO sessions.That's amazing! Congratulations.
Your journey is certainly an inspiration and motivates me to keep pushing on!
I feel exactly the way you do about MO. It's hard to imagine leaving it behind forever. It's hard to consider doing it, even occasionally, without eventually letting that slide into P - because MO with P is just more exciting (for me - and I've never been able to MO to thoughts of a partner)... I am looking forward to hearing what game plan you come up with!
I'm doing alright. Just kinda got caught up with life, ya know?