EarthWalker
Respected Member
Not a big deal, just a speed bump. Keep on driving. Rooting for you.
Hello,Day 0 of not using porn
I relapsed
The main trigger was stress from work
I wish I could say it came out of nowhere
But it didn't - the warning signs were there, I was just ignoring them
Very disappointed in myself
I will write about this and analyze what went wrong soon, probably on Monday
Not sure if I will post tomorrow (Sunday)
This is just a quick post to say I AM committed to this change and let the RN community know what happened
I tripped and fell - but I am getting back up to continue my journey
And I am sending support to all of you too, however far along you are on your own journey
Stay strong brothers
What went wrong for me this time?
It was similar to the relapse that prompted me to sign up for RN
I was overwhelmed with work, and putting it off by doing risky searches
So the main trigger was stress and tiredness
I have more thoughts on my recent relapse
Probably you are all tired of hearing about it but I will write more tomorrow
Goal | Achieved (possible) | Success |
---|---|---|
Reading | 6 (7) | 85% |
Chinups | 6 (7) | 85% |
Jogging | 2 (2) | 100% |
Recovery work | 6 (7) | 85% |