I'm no expert, but from my experience, that's a slippery slope. Stories are one of the things that started my last relapse. I thought there'd be no harm in using my own imagination, but within a couple days I was pmo like I'd never stopped. Stay strong and resist that urge. Go workout, clean, meditation. Anything but giving into that demon that says " it's OK, you'll be fine if you only do stories" or whatever thing that your addiction tries to rationalize. It's about replacing bad habits with good ones. Focus on building positive actions, not trying to find ways to continue old ones. Hope this helps.