20 Something Reboot

SmokenMirrors

SmokenMirrors

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SmokenMirrors said:
Hi guys, I figured keeping a journal would help me and hopefully others with my recovery. First off, a bit of context:
22 years old
Used PMO since 11 (started off 6 times a day until about 13 when it significantly dropped to twice daily, then from 16 onwards once daily)
Realised I had a problem when I stopped enjoy O with women (never had ED problems but I've had PE issues a few times) and I couldn't MO without thinking of P or sexual thoughts.
About 6 months ago decided to make a change and quit PMO, had a big relapse roughly 6 weeks in and only recently started again.
Currently on day 13.

On my first abstinence from P I had withdrawal symptoms like irritability and on some occasions I even had the shakes. I have had no withdrawal symptoms yet but they will come in time, I am only on day 13 after all. My aim is to reach day 90 with a hard reset (no P, no fantasizing, no looking at bikini pics etc). I intend to never consume P again. In the words of the great Zyzz, we're all gonna make it!
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Day 38 - This was my first ever post. It's amazing how far I've come! I remember my reboot so vividly, I can't believe it's been 18 months in total that I've fought this sickness. God, I remember those shakes!
SmokenMirrors said:
I intend to never consume P again.
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The most poignant sentence I've ever said. Still sticking by the aims set be younger me. Keep fighting the good fight kings and queens!

Day 438 no porn
 
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First_step_thousand_miles

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SmokenMirrors said:
Day 38 - This was my first ever post. It's amazing how far I've come! I remember my reboot so vividly, I can't believe it's been 18 months in total that I've fought this sickness. God, I remember those shakes!

The most poignant sentence I've ever said. Still sticking by the aims set be younger me. Keep fighting the good fight kings and queens!

Day 438 no porn
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Amazing stuff, time really flies haha. As great as this is, remember just like money, everything compounds with time. If you're already way ahead of where you were 1.3yrs ago, just imagine how much farther you'll be in a year or two from now!
 
SmokenMirrors

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Jus had the best gym session I've ever had! I was truly in the moment, focusing on the reps and having a great time in the uncomfortable! I can feel my aura has changed, I truly dont care about what others think and I've shedded that crippling self awareness I used to have! I also went at 8pm and sunburnt orange casted across the sky; summer is coming!

I'm positive that the women there were looking at me too, I guess it really is true that women can sense a man's masculine aura!

Keep fighting the good fight kings and queens!
 
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First_step_thousand_miles

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SmokenMirrors said:
Day 40 - Wet dream last night to celebrate hitting the 40s, my body is clearly crafting far too much testosterone and has to open the valves every now and then, I'm like Genghis Khan and Gandhi

Day 440 no porn
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haha Genghis Khan or Gandhi -- what a range my man! Love to hear it, I want you to take the testosterone from your sweat, bottle it up, and sell it as pheromones. I think people buy duck pheromones so there's gotta be a market for it! Proud of you my dude, love that you're gymming hard. Be careful to avoid injury but push for it
 
SmokenMirrors

SmokenMirrors

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First_step_thousand_miles said:
haha Genghis Khan or Gandhi -- what a range my man! Love to hear it, I want you to take the testosterone from your sweat, bottle it up, and sell it as pheromones. I think people buy duck pheromones so there's gotta be a market for it! Proud of you my dude, love that you're gymming hard. Be careful to avoid injury but push for it
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Buy Smokenmirrors Sweat Pheromone today! New and improved porn free formula! Results may vary.
 
SmokenMirrors

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Day 42 - I feel AMAZING! Confidence is back. Antidepressants are not missed. The sun is shining and my business is growing! This is AWESOME!

Blondie said:
Are you tired of being just your average prick? Do you wish for some extra JOLT in your dick?

Try some of Smoken's JOLT today, and see what may come your way.

Get off your phones. Try some pheromones

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This is the greatest thing I have ever seen, to scale picture of my magnum dong too!

Day 442 no porn
 
First_step_thousand_miles

First_step_thousand_miles

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SmokenMirrors said:
Day 42 - I feel AMAZING! Confidence is back. Antidepressants are not missed. The sun is shining and my business is growing! This is AWESOME!


This is the greatest thing I have ever seen, to scale picture of my magnum dong too!

Day 442 no porn
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Does the sun really shine in the UK are you having us on? haha I kid, don't know why Northern Europe is so cloudy all the time but some lovely places for sure

Great stuff man, glad to see your mental health is on the up.
 
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