That’s it, back to day 0 again. I wasn’t doing very well for a few days, and I feel like I hit bottom today. Of course I’m far from how low I’ve been in the past, but this doesn’t feel good at all. I’m tired of starting over again and again, and at this point it’s been years since I started actively trying to quit. I have to be done with this at some point. I am done with this.