New_Rebooter
Member
Hi! its going to be a long post with everything that's going on with me. PLEASE read it and if you can help me I would really appreciate it.
Introduction:
Hi! I'm new rebooter here, 25 years old, Single, Male. I suffer from Anxiety, Depression, Obesity and recently I have been suffering from ED not sure what it is...
Porn and my Routine:
I was introduced to P when I was 14 or 15 i guess started as naked pictures and then moved to P one thing led to another and it became an addiction as I was using it to relief my depression. I was using it Daily sometimes 2 times a day. I used to edge to P for hours finding more realistic P more romantic type of and I also used insta models and just couples making out and it became a problem and I thought of quiting it. I was a week into it and I was getting really strong urges to watch it again and to PMO and I was also adapting new habits as weight loss to reduce my stress and depression. So one day it was Friday I was in my room on my bed I thought about doing PMO but before that I tried getting out of bed and take a walk that maybe the urge will go away but when I tried getting up I felt really bad pain in my lower back like all my muscles tensed up I got Panicked really bad as I suffer from anxiety but I took NSAID and pain was gone so was my labido
later that night I felt like my penis is somewhat like numb I was able to feel it with my hands but it didn't felt normal and I Panicked some more alot more actually that's how I got ED 2 days later I went to the GP and told him about the night and numbness he said your muscles just tensed up nothing to worry you will be fine it happens. but I was not getting erections and I was scared.
So I searched my symptoms Online ☹ and as Google said I have ED maybe caused by blood flow issue, Venous leak, or Diabetes which gave me a full blown Panic attack. and I researched some more and came to this forum.
Current situation:
I am a month into the reboot 43 days to be specific. In start when I was 10 or 15 days into it I noticed I can get erection while sleeping ( Nocturnal Erections ) and I do get erections with my hand but it goes away quickly but my labido is all gone and my dick feels dead.
After like 20 days I started getting erections during the day and I didn't needed much stimulation to get an Erection but 5 days later till now without any PMO I'm back to only Nocturnal Erections which are 90% sometimes 100%.
Symptoms I'm facing during Reboot:
I hope it is not something Physical
If its Psychological I hope I recover
I'm even getting scared by the thought of PMO my heart starts racing even when I touch my D.
but I am getting Nocturnal Erections so I hope its not a physical problem.
I'm currently at work but instead of working I'm here that's how much I'm depressed about it and my hands are shaking just by typing this
Hoping for replies
Introduction:
Hi! I'm new rebooter here, 25 years old, Single, Male. I suffer from Anxiety, Depression, Obesity and recently I have been suffering from ED not sure what it is...
Porn and my Routine:
I was introduced to P when I was 14 or 15 i guess started as naked pictures and then moved to P one thing led to another and it became an addiction as I was using it to relief my depression. I was using it Daily sometimes 2 times a day. I used to edge to P for hours finding more realistic P more romantic type of and I also used insta models and just couples making out and it became a problem and I thought of quiting it. I was a week into it and I was getting really strong urges to watch it again and to PMO and I was also adapting new habits as weight loss to reduce my stress and depression. So one day it was Friday I was in my room on my bed I thought about doing PMO but before that I tried getting out of bed and take a walk that maybe the urge will go away but when I tried getting up I felt really bad pain in my lower back like all my muscles tensed up I got Panicked really bad as I suffer from anxiety but I took NSAID and pain was gone so was my labido
later that night I felt like my penis is somewhat like numb I was able to feel it with my hands but it didn't felt normal and I Panicked some more alot more actually that's how I got ED 2 days later I went to the GP and told him about the night and numbness he said your muscles just tensed up nothing to worry you will be fine it happens. but I was not getting erections and I was scared.
So I searched my symptoms Online ☹ and as Google said I have ED maybe caused by blood flow issue, Venous leak, or Diabetes which gave me a full blown Panic attack. and I researched some more and came to this forum.
Current situation:
I am a month into the reboot 43 days to be specific. In start when I was 10 or 15 days into it I noticed I can get erection while sleeping ( Nocturnal Erections ) and I do get erections with my hand but it goes away quickly but my labido is all gone and my dick feels dead.
After like 20 days I started getting erections during the day and I didn't needed much stimulation to get an Erection but 5 days later till now without any PMO I'm back to only Nocturnal Erections which are 90% sometimes 100%.
Symptoms I'm facing during Reboot:
- Complete loss of labido
- Hard to get an Erection
- Hard keeping an Erection
- Complete loss of interest in everything I loved to do
- Semen leakage after I pee
- Frequent Urination
- Lower abdominal Pain feels like tight
- Loss of Concentration
- Severe Anxiety and depression.
- Want to commit Suicide
- Lossing Erection when I stand up or even sit up straight.
I hope it is not something Physical
If its Psychological I hope I recover
I'm even getting scared by the thought of PMO my heart starts racing even when I touch my D.
but I am getting Nocturnal Erections so I hope its not a physical problem.
I'm currently at work but instead of working I'm here that's how much I'm depressed about it and my hands are shaking just by typing this
Hoping for replies
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