I notice that I don't feel shitty when I get to day 5 or so, and do whenever I'm below it. I might even get a fairly stable level of SR going in the near future, but does that mean I will just be captured by this forever? I feel kind of deprived. At some point I might want a partner and live a little. So do I have to watch this like a former heroin addict for the rest of my life? If every O punches me out for 5 days, plus destroying whatever long-term benefits there are, that just means I effectively have to avoid it forever.
Any opinion is valued, even if subjective, short or not well-worded.
Any opinion is valued, even if subjective, short or not well-worded.
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