Hey brother. I know it can feel like you're talking into the void at times, but if your journaling is helping you right now, that's really all that matters. On a side note, it likely helps others too, even if they don't reply. I know I come read other RN journals when I am seeking inspiration, understanding, or strength, though I may not always reply.
I must say, you put down a great streak, and though you've reset, it sounds like you gained some real knowledge of yourself in the process. That is huge. Like you said, it's not a failure. The only way to fail is to give up entirely. Just because you took a step back, doesn't mean all progress is lost. Hopefully you've simply gained more understanding of yourself to make it farther the next go around. It sounds like you've got a great attitude about getting back to it. Hoping for the best for you, dude.
