TryingHarder
Well-Known Member
Day 394 (no PMO)
Day 47 (no looking at porn or porn substitutes)
It's been an interesting week. I just finished a 6 week evening pottery class. It sounded like a fun thing to do, and checked off a few boxes for me: do something different, do something creative, stop spending so much time in front of a computer, meet new people.
The class was entirely women, which was fun. There were several very attractive women in the class; also fun. While it would have been nice to meet someone single, for the most part all of the women were too young or in relationships.
What I noticed is that it was simply nice to be around women and experience many of the things I find attractive: nice figures, nice eyes, shoulders, tattoos, the sound of a woman's laugh, etc. I wouldn't say I was getting aroused or having sexual thoughts, but certainly a few of these women were sexy.
The experience certainly is helping with my reboot, since my brain is having to un-learn and re-learn an awful lot. I wasn't looking at pictures on a computer screen of ridiculous vixens that don't exist - I was among real women. It was a good feeling.
Day 47 (no looking at porn or porn substitutes)
It's been an interesting week. I just finished a 6 week evening pottery class. It sounded like a fun thing to do, and checked off a few boxes for me: do something different, do something creative, stop spending so much time in front of a computer, meet new people.
The class was entirely women, which was fun. There were several very attractive women in the class; also fun. While it would have been nice to meet someone single, for the most part all of the women were too young or in relationships.
What I noticed is that it was simply nice to be around women and experience many of the things I find attractive: nice figures, nice eyes, shoulders, tattoos, the sound of a woman's laugh, etc. I wouldn't say I was getting aroused or having sexual thoughts, but certainly a few of these women were sexy.
The experience certainly is helping with my reboot, since my brain is having to un-learn and re-learn an awful lot. I wasn't looking at pictures on a computer screen of ridiculous vixens that don't exist - I was among real women. It was a good feeling.
No PSMO or anything really bad like that, but now I have to restart the count. Sigh.