TryingHarder
Well-Known Member
Hello everyone. I'm back from vacation. Let's see...
Day 130 (no PMO) and [checks notes] day 8 (no MO).
As posted earlier in the month, I found myself struggling after the 100 day mark. Did MO too often, too soon, and some image searches that I certainly shouldn't have done and feared a relapse.
Long story short, I did one MO during my vacation. I was in a good mood and turned on by a sexy waitress at a restaurant that I had a brief conversation with. Should have resisted, I suppose, but no regrets, really. I'm going to do my best to go back to my original plan, which is MO once a month. To me, this seems like the right balance between restraint and reality.
The vacation was nice, but back to my normal routine and all of the usual stress and anxiety that life can produce. Sexual thoughts are intrusive and unwelcome, since they happen at random moments instead of after an encounter with a real woman. As posted earlier, I know that any sexual urges I have are NOT really about sex, they are about poor mental health.
Feeling good about 130 days no PMO though.
Day 130 (no PMO) and [checks notes] day 8 (no MO).
As posted earlier in the month, I found myself struggling after the 100 day mark. Did MO too often, too soon, and some image searches that I certainly shouldn't have done and feared a relapse.
Long story short, I did one MO during my vacation. I was in a good mood and turned on by a sexy waitress at a restaurant that I had a brief conversation with. Should have resisted, I suppose, but no regrets, really. I'm going to do my best to go back to my original plan, which is MO once a month. To me, this seems like the right balance between restraint and reality.
The vacation was nice, but back to my normal routine and all of the usual stress and anxiety that life can produce. Sexual thoughts are intrusive and unwelcome, since they happen at random moments instead of after an encounter with a real woman. As posted earlier, I know that any sexual urges I have are NOT really about sex, they are about poor mental health.
Feeling good about 130 days no PMO though.