35 days into reboot. Been 100% succesful in no P or M but a couple of days ago (I know this is frowned upon) got a lap dance and not only got 100% hard but also came all over myself. As embarrassing as that is my main concern is if the O too soon could set me back. Another concern is it was not a normal lapdance but i asked her to do a specific fetish of mine (natural fetish Ive had since early childhood before pmo) which im hoping doesnt interfere with the rewiring because it wont go away
Good or bad?
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Fappy
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are you doing hard mode? if not, then i dont see how having an orgasm would set you back. indulging in fetishes is a bit fo a grey area i think for people rebooting. while its probably harmless, there is a risk by acting out your fetishes/fantasies of getting back into porn. youve given yourself a little taste of it and want more, hte only way to satisfy that is with porn.
Im trying to do whatever cures my PIED for good. Last night I MO'd without P which I know wasn't a good idea. Hopefully i havent completely reset all the progress i made but now i know not to test with anything other than someone im dating