It’s a very delicate subject this. I will not have my journal soured by going down the “it’s got nothing to do with you, honey” route. Think of it this way: if your wife or partner said they wanted you to know that for several years they had been watching hunky men with 8 inch cocks and they imagined it was them banging them and that they masturbated hard to that and got off on it. How would we feel if afterwards they said - it’s not about you, it’s my addiction.
I get the argument, truly I do. But as a sales pitch for my current position and how I move forwards, it‘s fraught with tactless undertones. This is a very complicated addiction and one, when you’re in my stage of recovery, where you just can’t believe you were who you were. It’s easy to see how the new me has a wonderful CV, but the truth is still that this addiction wasn’t nothing about my wife. It has to a bit about her because it’s personal.
That said, there comes a time. That time may be today. I shall tread carefully. Thanks to @Blondie @Androg
- I know you’re on my side. Let’s stay reasonable, ok?
390 and 13 - morning glory today. Serious. This could be a big day in the life of the GBS penis. Started well.