GBS
Respected Member
642 days sober from porn
66 days no MO
For those unaware, I have not seen any porn or indeed a naked female for 21 months. My wife’s recovery has been very slow. But we’re in couples therapy and the whole subject of getting back to intimacy has been discussed abd she’s agreed the first step. This will involve about 30 mins of touching when naked. No going near genitalia just being totally present and having nothing preconceived. I am guessing we’re going to do something today or her agreement is going to look stupid. Having said that she wasn’t well yesterday and today has a few snags.
Meanwhile, and keeping my excitement in check, the no MO streak is going well. Had a sort of porn related dream last night. First one I’ve had in ages. It felt like I was cheating and I wasn’t going to admit it. Don’t know why my brain was doing that to me. It feels like I got a free pass actually although I did wake up both horny and relieved which is an odd combo.
66 days no MO
For those unaware, I have not seen any porn or indeed a naked female for 21 months. My wife’s recovery has been very slow. But we’re in couples therapy and the whole subject of getting back to intimacy has been discussed abd she’s agreed the first step. This will involve about 30 mins of touching when naked. No going near genitalia just being totally present and having nothing preconceived. I am guessing we’re going to do something today or her agreement is going to look stupid. Having said that she wasn’t well yesterday and today has a few snags.
Meanwhile, and keeping my excitement in check, the no MO streak is going well. Had a sort of porn related dream last night. First one I’ve had in ages. It felt like I was cheating and I wasn’t going to admit it. Don’t know why my brain was doing that to me. It feels like I got a free pass actually although I did wake up both horny and relieved which is an odd combo.