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GBS

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Absolute legend.
Way too kind, but I thank you @FreedomFromTheStruggle_11 .

On that note I am 1,071 days sober, and
31 days no MO

There is small crackling electric tension at home. I try not to get carried away with what it could mean. Real nice day yesterday and maybe some intimacy today. Balls are fucking huge currently.
 

GBS

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Mate, you are as consistent as the sun is, bringing us rays of joy with the sunrise. So are you, updating your journal each and every day, showing that it is possible to kick this addiction!
Thanks @DIMA-NBA - you are a good man. So tempting to bask in the glow of your comment, but that’s a bit of me that O had to change so I will just thank you. I am acutely aware that although it looks like I have this thing licked, any tiny bit of complacency will be exploited by my addict brain. That said, I have some really good habits going and I think it would take a crisis to take me from the path.

Things with Mrs GBS are excellent. Intimacy yesterday reached a new level. I can’t say what that was for fear of triggering you, but the chinknof light at the end of the tunnel became way bigger.

1,072 days sober
32 days no MO
 

GBS

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Cheers Percy, nice and kind insight. No one knows except me and I ain’t dwelling on it. Hope has reared its head again. I love hope. Some people say (sarcastically or cynically or just being funny) it’s the hope that kills you….and I say it too - I won’t declare which football (uk) team I support but if you knew you’d empathise - but the fact is that without hope, what do we have?
 
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