1,134 days sober
16 days no MO
Things are good at home but with children returned from university it does make intimacy trickier (my wife won’t when they’re at home), Sometimes this frustrates me to the point where I want to scream. I don’t scream. I internalise my despair. I have been doing this for long time. It’s not a “poor me” situation, it’s the reality. I could say - why hasn’t she got over it by now - but she hasn’t, or not completely, so I just allow the internalising to be the coping. Keep going fellows, I most certainly will.