GBS
Respected Member
Hey @GrateClips - you been away? I will check your journal out.
The test I am going through is weird. I sort of know that if I MO now I will get 5 mins of heroin sort of, but that will be followed by a downer. I would get back up but I would feel like I let myself down. Someone else was talking about making the pain of recovery (actually it was some form of odd medication) your friend. So I am enjoying putting myself through the ringer.
Just driving back from delivering my son somewhere I get a day dream about my wife crawling over me naked. What do I do? Shut these thoughts out or rejoice that I am having them? Either way li pain (and therefore pleasure)!
The test I am going through is weird. I sort of know that if I MO now I will get 5 mins of heroin sort of, but that will be followed by a downer. I would get back up but I would feel like I let myself down. Someone else was talking about making the pain of recovery (actually it was some form of odd medication) your friend. So I am enjoying putting myself through the ringer.
Just driving back from delivering my son somewhere I get a day dream about my wife crawling over me naked. What do I do? Shut these thoughts out or rejoice that I am having them? Either way li pain (and therefore pleasure)!