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Day 69:This sucks lol.. Feel like crap… Still sick in one place when I’m use to a schedule and being busy everyday is annoying… I bought a word search book online to have something to do and keep my brain going…. Also been reading Jordan Peterson’s 12 rules To Life book.. Very good… Staying strong because my brain I think understand porn isn’t a option anymore and is regaining balance of how it used to be.. Still have to be careful for triggers but that’s been much easier to avoid even when I do see it.. 21 days until day 90… Although didn’t plan to get sick in Week 10 but it is what it is.. We’re gonna make it through!!!! Nothing but laying in bed resting, motivational podcasts and tea and soup…. “Behind every moment of adversity in your life there is a blessing and a lesson” - Steve Harvey God Bless
 
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Day 70:I’m excited for this milestone but this wasn’t how I expected to to be on day 70…. Laying in the bed feeling like shit with a sore throat and congested chest.. This shall pass though… Drinking lots of tea and still having faith and trusting in God and being hopeful… Just gonna make day 90 and beyond that much rewarding… I will make it through….Week 11 starts tommorow!!! “It’s not how hard you hit it’s how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward how much you can take and keep moving forward!! That’s how winning is done!!” - Sylvester Stallone
 
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Week 11: Day 71:Feel much better than I did yesterday.. Only have a sore throat now but definitely have way more energy so I guess the medicine is working… Should be good in no time and I’m back excited and driven…. I think I’m in the flatline also but my soldier is no longer shriveled up and is hanging… I think I’m close to recovery but time will only tell… This is a marathon and not a race to the finish line.. It’s a lifestyle… Feel my confidence coming back strong though.. Im trying not to get up and start moonwalking across my bedroom floor 😂… Im happy if you can’t tell.. Praise God!! “Pain is temporary, it may last for a minute or a hour, or a day or even a year but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place.. If I quit however it will last forever” - Eric Thomas.. God Bless and be great!!!
 
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Day 72: Feeling better and think ima go to the court and shoot hoops lightly tomorrow morning… Sick of sitting around and doing nothing.. That’s when my brain starts it’s bullshit lol…. Still surreal I made to 70+ days and I’m gonna keep on trucking!!! Forward always!!!
 
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Day 74: Up bright and early as always… Feel much better but think I have bronchitis.. Still a cough from time to time….Still gonna do some light excercise at the basketball court… Got my energy and drive back… Focused.. Not letting nobody distract me from my goals… Laser focused… It’s my moms birthday so gonna take her out to breakfast this morning.. Then probably gonna go to the barbershop and run some more errands after.. Definitely staying busy everyday… Have so much energy and I love it!! Stay on this path guys… PMO is NEVER WORTH IT… Rebooting is the path… God Bless and have a productive day
 
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I also noticed I’m becoming obsessed with not only my goal to recovery but other goals in life and finding what the long term goal is for me because I have no idea at the moment.. I have a bunch of short term goals… But don’t really have a long term goal to do for a living yet.. That’s the beautiful thing about this journey.. Rebooting will open you up to a bunch of opportunities and energy/drive to find out what that goal will be…
 
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Day 76:Been having a depressing/angry day today… Mood swings aren’t a joke…Angry what and depressed about the things that happened in my life and what people thought of me pre reboot… Had a minor meltdown also.. Idk if it has to do with a lack of dopamine and it’s just withdrawal symptoms but didn’t think I’d be dealing with that in my 11th week… I will pray on it, repent and make peace with it anyhow… Being screwed out of a job before I even started doesn’t help either.. No matter the curveballs life throws at me I will continue to commit to this reboot and trust god.. It’s not easily but neither is life in general… God Bless!! “Dont wish life was easier wish you were better.. Don’t wish for less problems wish for more skills” - Jim Rohn
 
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Day 77: Exciting day going to see my favorite artist in concert live tonight!! An experience it will be… A great ending to Week 11!!! Week 12 starts tommorow!!!! 13 more days left to the infamous day 90.. It’s a surreal feeling indeed… Life is going great right now and it’s been such a long time since I’ve been this happy.. Probably since 2012 which is 10 years…. God Bless and don’t give up on your purpose and wake up and do what you’ve been called to do!!!!!
 
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Day 79:So just booked a flight to go on vacation at the beginning of next month… I’m finally living life to the fullest… A very eventful summer so far…. Best summer I’ve had in years… A lot of blessings have been coming of course that means a lot of haters gonna try to bring me down and that’s how I know I’m doing something right and making progress… Life is good!! I wish the best for all of you aswell.. I know we can all beat this!! I’ll try to help anyone as much as I can… Week 12 and approaching day 80.. Keep on trucking fellas!!!
 
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Blondie said:
Fantastic Freedom. 90 days is within your sights!

I'm glad you're having a great summer.
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Yes the freedom feels great!!! For so many years I’ve felt like I was locked in a box or limited… I’m realizing there is a whole world waiting and you can do anything in it at the highest level if you work for it!! It’s time to get back to enjoying our lives instead of being a slave to a screen… I ain’t cured yet but this is impeccable…
 
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Day 80:This is so surreal.. 10 days until the infamous Day 90!!! Went to the library and went for a walk in that neighborhood and had a smile on my face the whole time.. Life was just good.. Went by my new house to have it cleaned before we move in… Day 81: Did my usual workout early in the morning now going shopping and beginning to pack for my vacation…. So many good things happening in my life right now all thanks to God and this reboot… I believe God has a blessing for anyone who has the courage to quit this poison and live a healthy god fearing life… I wish the best for all of you and I am here to support anybody trying to beat this poison… It took me a long time to even get to this point… God Bless
 
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Day 82: Had a good morning until I had another angry moment.. But that was short lived and didn’t last long… Feeling muchbetter now and apparently the job I supposedly had wants me to do the job now… I swear it gave me a headache.. Mind you I had my interview on like day 35.. Currently on day 82 so that’s how long it’s been lol… God works in mysterious ways and I can’t question it one bit!!!! It’s been a hell of a journey and it’s still ongoing.. Don’t know what’s ahead but excited to find out!! God Bless
 
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Day 84:Well everyone trying to bring me down literally the first hour of my day I’m definitely facing urges of my old ways tryna creep up on me but it’s not gonna happen.. That part of my life is done for good!!!! I’ll just have to fight back with all my my might and keep on trucking!! I can do all thing through Jesus Christ that strengthens me!!! Came way to far and I refuse to even think about going backwards.. So close to my goal aswell so the devil is working…. I Will Make It!!
 
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