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Day 87: On Vacation and enjoying life… Last 3 days have been crazy productive so haven’t been posting as much but having the time of my life!!! Day 90 is 3 days away!!!! I will be celebrating when that milestone happens.. Everyone continue to strive and be great and God bless!!!!
 

Recovery Will Come

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Day 89:Getting a little emotional.. Tomorrow is a day I never thought I would reach… The infamous day 90… I feel great and making huge progress but not yet recovered for this is just the beginning and a starting period.. I will post on the success story forum tommorow and share my progress in there aswell as in here… Mind feels almost back to normal.. Had a dream literally last night but not nearly as strong as before and was the first one for a while… Lets all continue to be great and never give up!! It’s time to level up in all areas of life!! We are men!!! It’s time to take back control and do what you have been called to do…. God is good!!! God Bless!!
 

Recovery Will Come

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It’s been a long 3 months but made it to the infamous 90 days…. This is just the beginning of my journey… My brain is returning to my old brain where triggers don’t affect me anymore and feels like I’m back in real life.. Not fully recovered yet.. Morning wood is coming back slowly…. But I feel I have to go all out as far as diet, going to the gym and eating less sugar… The new job, and drinking lots of water!!!! I never thought I would make it to this point ever and was a far off dream I never thought I would reach..
Benefits: More energy: I’m up early every day!!! Do my daily workout session with my dumbbells, played basketball every morning pre vacation, and had more energy to run errands and get things done… Social Anxiety gone and women attraction: I can socialize a lot better with women and people in general… I was on vacation and felt like I could talk to anybody.. Especially women… I noticed women pay much more attention to me everywhere I went… Just natural attraction… I felt like I was back in my high school days haha….
Back in real life: I feel back in real life and living in the world rather than just existing… I’m not fully recovered yet I can tell but if I keep on this journey I know I will be….
Stay on this path fellas the benefits are totally worth it… I will update when I make it to 120 days…
 

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Day 92:Been feeling it the last two days.. My mind is trying to trick me to relapse because I reached my goal… Next goal.. Road to Day 150… That’s my next ultimate short term goal… Was doing great until I had a argument/incident and that is temporarily keeping me down and then my brain gets to negotiating trying to trick me.. On the bright side officially moved into my new house… Huge upgrade so I’m excited about that!! My new and improved life is turning out for the better!!!! God bless for anybody trying to quit this poison….
 

Sirrafhealb

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Day 92:Been feeling it the last two days.. My mind is trying to trick me to relapse because I reached my goal… Next goal.. Road to Day 150… That’s my next ultimate short term goal… Was doing great until I had a argument/incident and that is temporarily keeping me down and then my brain gets to negotiating trying to trick me.. On the bright side officially moved into my new house… Huge upgrade so I’m excited about that!! My new and improved life is turning out for the better!!!! God bless for anybody trying to quit this poison….
You inspired me I was feeling urges to replease but i beat ‘em thanks to your post . Very long read which took my mind off the urges thanks man fr
 

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Day 95:Finally start work next week.. It’s about damn time lol….I feel unstoppable.. My drive to be great is at an all time high and finally getting things done… Went to the gym I just got a membership at for about 2 hours playing basketball… Got some food and just relaxing at the crib… 100 days is approaching and it really is a blessing.. This was a such a far off dream for me at one point and here I am living it.. I apologize if I haven’t been as active as I once was… So many things have been happening on this journey that I couldn’t do pre reboot for 10 years!! Feels like I’m playing catch up but it’s great I have a chance to really live life to my true potential… 19. “You cannot change your destination overnight, but you can change your direction overnight.” - Jim Rohn.. God Bless every one and never give up!!!
 
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Day 98: Extremely horny today.. Had back to back to back dreams of PMO all night!! The urges are insane and all of the P flashbacks popped right back into my head… I also been having a angry today aswell which didn’t help at all… Mood swings came out of nowhere… To have withdrawals symptoms after 14 weeks shows how bad I really messed my brain up with porn…
Wanna get up and go the park to work on my jumpshot but my body knows when it’s exhausted and needs rest..Been working out and playing sports daily to be the best version of myself lol physically and mentally…Less than two more days til day 100 and the urges are so intense.. God will find a way for me to make it through.. God Bless!!
 

Blondie

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To have withdrawals symptoms after 14 weeks shows how bad I really messed my brain up with porn
You got this Recovery.

Remember, every time you feel a strong urge, just smile knowing that's the enemy breathing his last dying breath.

You fight like hell, when you know your time is up - not that we should feel sorry for the bastard or anything!:cool:

Hold the course to victory.
 

Recovery Will Come

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Day 100: I definitely see this day as a milestone.. The last 3 days was challenging but because of God I pulled through!!!If it wasn’t for God and the support on this website I would have never made it this far… It’s been a lonely ride on this journey the past 3 months and ten days in real life but it’s definitely been getting better!! Being way more active and working out has helped immensely… Start my job Wednesday finally so that’s should help to push my social skills even further… I’m looking at the positives and keep working hard despite so many people teaming up with each other trying to bring me down… I just laugh and wish them good luck because no one can stop me from my goals long as I have God as the head of my life!!! Keep on going fellas!!
 
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