All part of the process! Do not beat yourself up. You're fighting a demon of gargantuan proportions. Simply use this anomaly as motivation to push through your future temptations!Hi! I have to be honest with you guys. I was strong for 4 days but not for the fifth day because I ended up M and fantasizing about women and doubting myself that maybe I'm gay. And then I watched P. I don't know what to do. People are out there just completing their goals and here I am can't even go without engaging myself in PMO for 1 week. God how do I do this? I feel bad.