Exciting days!!

tydurden

tydurden

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56 days without P! 🏆I am exited. After trying and failing for several months I am finally under way, and I don't plan to go back!

Short story: Addicted to PMO since age 15. Experienced some ED the last few years and a general feeling of being more into staring at my computer screen than being with a woman. I have trouble getting hard in front of a naked lady, but opening up my laptop gives me an instant boner. Basically, time for a change.

I have not noticed much changes physically or mentally over these days, I still think about P more than women. I think I could use a harder reset - time to bring out the big guns and try to go with out MO. So here we go, 2 weeks without O to start with. Really excited to see how it affects me! Will update here every day if I can and really appreciate all comments and help along the way!

2 days without MO - still easy. I know it will tough around 7 days in. HERE WE GO! 😎💪
 
Blondie

Blondie

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Hey Tydurden, nice screenname!

I'm glad you're here, welcome to RN.

The first rule of RN is, do not touch yourself!

The second rule of RN is, do not touch yourself!

Alright I'm done, just having some fun.

Nice job on 56 days porn free! It's a beautiful thing indeed.

I can't wait to see your progress.

Best

Blondie

"Tomorrow will be the most beautiful day of Raymond K. Hessel's life. His breakfast will taste better than any meal you and I have ever tasted."
 
tydurden

tydurden

Member
Hey Tydurden, nice screenname!
Blondie said:
I'm glad you're here, welcome to RN.

The first rule of RN is, do not touch yourself!

The second rule of RN is, do not touch yourself!

Alright I'm done, just having some fun.

Nice job on 56 days porn free! It's a beautiful thing indeed.

I can't wait to see your progress.

Best

Blondie

"Tomorrow will be the most beautiful day of Raymond K. Hessel's life. His breakfast will taste better than any meal you and I have ever tasted."
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Haha thanks mate! Appreciate the support!

i think the official no MO announcement jinxed it. I failed miserably yesterday and Oed😩😂 met an old friend, took 50mg viagra and had sex. Terrible start. I was really excited to go without O for 2 weeks, but I dont want to put off my dating life either. So I am not sure what to do. I will at least not have sex on viagra again.

Still no P though, 57 days!
 
Blondie

Blondie

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Well the main thing in my opinion is no porn, and you're good on that count. Plus, having real sex is one of the main goals in all of this, to connect with an actual human being. So good job! Of course you can always try sex and not get off, which is another level of control!

Keep it up Durden.
 
tydurden

tydurden

Member
60 days without P!🏆 I feel very motivated to keep going, I don't even think much about porn. Still quite low libido, but I belive there is light at the end of the tunnel.

Day 3 without O and I am not sure if I can go another hour😂 Hungover Sunday is for sure the hardest day of the week and I feel my balls are turning blue. It doesnt feel healthy to not realease some pressure to be honest😬 Need to get out of the house right now to keep today free from O. See ya!
 
tydurden

tydurden

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62 days!🏆 after I hit 30 days i have never even really considered watching porn again. The acheivement feels far too great to start over. My libido has increased the last week and that resulted in my terrible attempt to go without MO. Turns out one of my biggest triggers for MO is being hungover. I am giving up the hard reboot for now and that feels fine. When I MO now without P it all feels a lot more natural, not at all shamefull and just fucking good☺️ I will try no MO at some point later on.
 
tydurden

tydurden

Member
68 days!

Sundays are the hardest! Been considering watching P today and the thought of it is really exiting. I wont. It would be stupid to break the streak. But I miss it. Not often at definitely not all the time, but at certain times and certain situations. Right now I have no other motivation than to just keep going because I know it is good for me in the long run. The struggle is real, keep fighting guys!💪
 
tydurden

tydurden

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69 days! 😎🏆
It's getting harder now. P is definitely in my head still and now I sometimes miss it like a teenager who just saw P for the first time. 6 days without O as well so that is making me search for those old thoughts as well more frequently. How do you guys go without O for so long? It just makes me want to PMO even more.
 
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Recovery Will Come

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tydurden said:
69 days! 😎🏆
It's getting harder now. P is definitely in my head still and now I sometimes miss it like a teenager who just saw P for the first time. 6 days without O as well so that is making me search for those old thoughts as well more frequently. How do you guys go without O for so long? It just makes me want to PMO even more.
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Congrats on 69 days!!! It’s definitely tough Im still in my early days in Week 3 but my longest streak was 64 days… I definitely decided to go hard mode to have the best benefits but that just my opinion…. Keep a set schedule, stay busy as possible and stay motivated, self disciplined and try to be the best version of yourself you can be.. Get stronger physically by working out and mentally be getting smarter… Once you have P is not an option mentality it opens you up for so much more!!!! There’s a whole world waiting for you Ty stay strong!!!
 
Blondie

Blondie

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Hey Durden,

Staying away from O is a tough practice but it does bring a great sense of bodily control and helps if you have any symptoms of PIED. It's also just a great feeling to know you have the discipline to refrain from something so pleasurable, especially for all of us here! However, it's something you have to decide for yourself if you really want it. Porn to me is the big no no, everything else is a personal decision.

You ask how do you refrain? Well, what @Recovery Will Come mentions are all very good ideas. To me, what helped (I haven't done it in a while) is just the initial decision, because that helps you follow through to the end. Maybe decide to go for only a month, then do whatever is necessary to get to that goal. Hell, tie your hands behind you back when you go to bed, whatever it takes! ;)

No matter what though, if you find yourself about to blow it and are about to look at porn, by all means crank one out. Porn is the enemy not your sex drive!

Almost to day 70 man, keep it up!

Best.
 
tydurden

tydurden

Member
Recovery Will Come said:
Congrats on 69 days!!! It’s definitely tough Im still in my early days in Week 3 but my longest streak was 64 days… I definitely decided to go hard mode to have the best benefits but that just my opinion…. Keep a set schedule, stay busy as possible and stay motivated, self disciplined and try to be the best version of yourself you can be.. Get stronger physically by working out and mentally be getting smarter… Once you have P is not an option mentality it opens you up for so much more!!!! There’s a whole world waiting for you Ty stay strong!!!
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Thanks bro! Couldn't do this without this forum and all your support🙌
 
tydurden

tydurden

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Blondie said:
Hey Durden,

Staying away from O is a tough practice but it does bring a great sense of bodily control and helps if you have any symptoms of PIED. It's also just a great feeling to know you have the discipline to refrain from something so pleasurable, especially for all of us here! However, it's something you have to decide for yourself if you really want it. Porn to me is the big no no, everything else is a personal decision.

You ask how do you refrain? Well, what @Recovery Will Come mentions are all very good ideas. To me, what helped (I haven't done it in a while) is just the initial decision, because that helps you follow through to the end. Maybe decide to go for only a month, then do whatever is necessary to get to that goal. Hell, tie your hands behind you back when you go to bed, whatever it takes! ;)

No matter what though, if you find yourself about to blow it and are about to look at porn, by all means crank one out. Porn is the enemy not your sex drive!

Almost to day 70 man, keep it up!

Best.
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Thank you once again Blondie🙌 Stay in there!
 
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