tydurden
Member
Day 50
Yey. Does not feel like a win. Over the last fifty days I have not been feeling very good. I have walked away from a potential relationship and even rejected a few bootycalls. I dont know if its the substitutes fault or not, but I dont feel the sexual healing as much as I did during my last reboot. I want to step it up. Right now I want to go completely munk style, no masturbation, stop drinking alcohol, no caffeine, stop watching netflix and start exercising daily. Maybe even limit my phone use. All this would be so cool to do and yet it is completely out of my league. I wouldnt last two hours. So many times in my life have I tried to just stop all bad habits at once and failed before I even got started; I would literally watch porn to celebrate right after creating the plan.
So I will stick to just no porn. But I am considering if I could do maybe just a week or even just two days with complete munk style. Just to try. Actually, let's do it.
Until next tuesday:
- no porn
- no masturbation
- no alcohol
- no netflix
- max one cup coffee per day
- exercise 3 times
Sorry for making this my journal guys. Thanks for reading anyways. Hope everyone is doing well!
Yey. Does not feel like a win. Over the last fifty days I have not been feeling very good. I have walked away from a potential relationship and even rejected a few bootycalls. I dont know if its the substitutes fault or not, but I dont feel the sexual healing as much as I did during my last reboot. I want to step it up. Right now I want to go completely munk style, no masturbation, stop drinking alcohol, no caffeine, stop watching netflix and start exercising daily. Maybe even limit my phone use. All this would be so cool to do and yet it is completely out of my league. I wouldnt last two hours. So many times in my life have I tried to just stop all bad habits at once and failed before I even got started; I would literally watch porn to celebrate right after creating the plan.
So I will stick to just no porn. But I am considering if I could do maybe just a week or even just two days with complete munk style. Just to try. Actually, let's do it.
Until next tuesday:
- no porn
- no masturbation
- no alcohol
- no netflix
- max one cup coffee per day
- exercise 3 times
Sorry for making this my journal guys. Thanks for reading anyways. Hope everyone is doing well!