Yes, this was me for about two weeks before I started my count over. I find that the borderline behavior can be harder to control than anything else. I'm rooting for you though man. You got this.Day 32
Need to do better... Been having lots of borderline behavior still, flirting with danger.
Thanks man! I haven't figured this out yet, but unlike some times in the past when I've been in this spot, I feel like I CAN get it.
This sounds like something I would be doing too. After doing those redline behaviors, it can be really hard to see straight again for a time and it's always best to take extreme measures until the situation is extinguished. Go all the way brother!Right now, I think one big thing is that I need to just have a zero tolerance policy for any sexual stimulation outside of my wife. I think I kinda need to treat all sexuality outside of my wife as radioactive right now, haha.
Write this on your forehead (metaphorically) and remember why you're doing this.Those paths are paths that risk losing the wonderful freedom I have been tasting this year.
I really think that this is a turning point, a decisive moment I'll look back on as pivotal.