Day 11 I think? Done borderline behavior a while back, but the last few days have been pretty good. Life is pretty crazy right now (packing for a big move), so I haven't been keeping up with the forum as much
Thanks @Blondie, I needed that. Gotta think some more about what I learned. Mostly that I still can't trust myself in some contexts, which is ok. It's a good thing to know, and I need to plan accordingly.
I also really do need to find a way to come to that point again of "it just isn't an option." Not just porn, but artificial sex of any kind.