Finally posting

[Dungalef]

Day 9!

 

[Dungalef]

Day 13

Just got back from a trip, but one of these days I'll write about what I'm thinking these days

 

[Dungalef]

Slipped today

 

[Ezel]

Slipped today

Get up man, don't start overthinking it, just start again and keep moving ahead.

 

[Dungalef]

Thanks @Ezel! Yeah, I'm up and at it again. Had some good time yesterday taking stock of myself emotionally, which was good. Overall I think I'm still in a pretty good place right now.

 

[Dungalef]

Day 11 I think? Done borderline behavior a while back, but the last few days have been pretty good. Life is pretty crazy right now (packing for a big move), so I haven't been keeping up with the forum as much

 

[searching4good]

Great to see you keeping on making progress @Dungalef - 2023 is going to be your year!

 

[Androg]

Excellent. Getting on with your life is a good sign.

 

[Dungalef]

Had been doing good for a while, but I just had a big relapse. No O, but I edged for quite a while. It sucked... Didn't enjoy it at all, and I feel like absolute shit now. Sigh....

 

[Blondie]

This happens @Dungalef. Don't beat yourself up too much. Ask yourself why you found yourself back in that situation again, analyze it, and learn from it.

This is a learning process. What did you learn?

 

[Dungalef]

Thanks @Blondie, I needed that. Gotta think some more about what I learned. Mostly that I still can't trust myself in some contexts, which is ok. It's a good thing to know, and I need to plan accordingly.

I also really do need to find a way to come to that point again of "it just isn't an option." Not just porn, but artificial sex of any kind.