Wow, super close call tonight. Home alone, and I found myself thinking about a tv show with nudity that I used to search up and watch clips of as a porn substitute (more like just straight-up porn, really) back in the day. Euphoric recall basically. Started searching it up, but couldn't access it without shutting down safe mode and whatnot. Found myself literally getting the shakes of anticipation as I poked around, more or less mentally committed to finding a way in. Then I had a moment of just enough clarity to realize what an idiot I was being, and shut everything down. Eesh, that was kinda scary. The physiological response I was feeling was so powerful.