Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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Day 1....again for the 100th time. I got to day 14, until yesterday when I binged yet again. Another night of being up until 3am. Waking up feeling exhausted and like garbage. Guys, I can't do this anymore. None of the porn I watched yesterday made me feel anything satisfying. Actually, I felt numb to it. Like you would seeing the same movie for the 200th time. I am not the best version of myself, and the old me would look at this current version of myself and just shake his head. I have to change and it has to be now. So, today I am starting my reboot. No more pmo. I will find myself again. I've truly lost myself in this addiction. I will win. I will conquer. This is only the beginning.
 
Ezel

Ezel

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that's what I'm talking about, keep the great attitude, it's important to get you ahead, but remember to put in the work as well (delete anything that connects you with that world, triggers, porn libraries...).
remember to not only talk the talk, but you have to walk the walk my friend...

onwards.
 
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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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Ezel said:
that's what I'm talking about, keep the great attitude, it's important to get you ahead, but remember to put in the work as well (delete anything that connects you with that world, triggers, porn libraries...).
remember to not only talk the talk, but you have to walk the walk my friend...

onwards.
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Thanks bro.
 
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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11 said:
Day 1....again for the 100th time. I got to day 14, until yesterday when I binged yet again. Another night of being up until 3am. Waking up feeling exhausted and like garbage. Guys, I can't do this anymore. None of the porn I watched yesterday made me feel anything satisfying. Actually, I felt numb to it. Like you would seeing the same movie for the 200th time. I am not the best version of myself, and the old me would look at this current version of myself and just shake his head. I have to change and it has to be now. So, today I am starting my reboot. No more pmo. I will find myself again. I've truly lost myself in this addiction. I will win. I will conquer. This is only the beginning.
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Day 1: recap
I've felt tired all day. Haven't really done much of anything. Hope I can sleep tonight. From this morning, until now I've been semi frustrated and tired. Idk why. Glad day 1 is in the books.
 
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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11 said:
Day 1....again for the 100th time. I got to day 14, until yesterday when I binged yet again. Another night of being up until 3am. Waking up feeling exhausted and like garbage. Guys, I can't do this anymore. None of the porn I watched yesterday made me feel anything satisfying. Actually, I felt numb to it. Like you would seeing the same movie for the 200th time. I am not the best version of myself, and the old me would look at this current version of myself and just shake his head. I have to change and it has to be now. So, today I am starting my reboot. No more pmo. I will find myself again. I've truly lost myself in this addiction. I will win. I will conquer. This is only the beginning.
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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11 said:
Day 1: recap
I've felt tired all day. Haven't really done much of anything. Hope I can sleep tonight. From this morning, until now I've been semi frustrated and tired. Idk why. Glad day 1 is in the books.
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Day 2: so far, I woke up feeling better than I did yesterday. The day has been okay, but now I'm feeling some sadness. Will keep monitoring it throughout the day and update tonight.
 
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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11 said:
Day 2: so far, I woke up feeling better than I did yesterday. The day has been okay, but now I'm feeling some sadness. Will keep monitoring it throughout the day and update tonight.
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Day 2
Today wasn't bad. Had a little depression and a little frustration here and there, but all in all it was a decent day. Worked out, and did my normal chores without an issue. Looking forward to day 3 tomorrow.
 
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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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Day 3 recap
Not much to report, today was good all in all. I will say though, I'm a little nervous and worried about the flatline. I did 112 days pmo free in 2019, and the flatline hit me from day 12 to about day 30 and I was a mess. So I'm worried about when it will happen to me this time around. Looking forward to tomorrow.
 
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