Day 1....again for the 100th time. I got to day 14, until yesterday when I binged yet again. Another night of being up until 3am. Waking up feeling exhausted and like garbage. Guys, I can't do this anymore. None of the porn I watched yesterday made me feel anything satisfying. Actually, I felt numb to it. Like you would seeing the same movie for the 200th time. I am not the best version of myself, and the old me would look at this current version of myself and just shake his head. I have to change and it has to be now. So, today I am starting my reboot. No more pmo. I will find myself again. I've truly lost myself in this addiction. I will win. I will conquer. This is only the beginning.