Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 6 recap
Today was good. Nothing huge to report. Tomorrow makes 1 week, and I find that crazy to believe. Time flies by when you're on track.

 

[Blondie]

Nice job on 6 days! One week porn free is a great thing.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Update: starting to feel some sadness. Not sure if I should be concerned about it or not, just gonna let it happen. Could this be flatline?

 

[Blondie]

It's possible, but the flatline is really different for everyone and is quite personal. Are you worried about it?

A flatline is a beautiful thing, but it depends on how you wish to see it. A flatline is like a rainy day, overcast and melancholy is in the air, but soon the sun will break through the clouds and a new man will be born.

Either way, don't fight it, just embrace it.

You got this.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Thank you. I will look at it in a better light then I was previously going to. I appreciate the motivation to see it as a step toward healing, instead of something to be feared and dreaded.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 7
Can't believe I'm a week into it. Looking forward to today.

 

[Blondie]

Looking good man!

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 7 recap
Today has dragged on. I've felt fatigued all day. Not really sad or depressed though. Other than that, it was a good and successful week without pmo.

 

[Ezel]

Keep it up man ...

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Feeling depressed tonight. Started about 6 or 7pm. Gonna push through. No urges or cravings today. Just blah feeling.

 

[Blondie]

Push on through to the other side, you got this!

 

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Day 8
Feeling good. Ready to see how today unfolds.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 8 recap
Today wasn't good, but it wasn't bad. I haven't had any urges at all, and the things I used to think about that would get me wanting to pmo don't even interest me. It's like that part of me is dead. I usually would feel a wave of energy by this day, but I don't. I don't have much motivation at all. Just an odd time, considering all the other times were different. I guess I just feel 'blah'. Not good, but not bad either.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 9.

 

[Blondie]

Almost to 10 days! Stay the course.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 9 recap
Today was really emotional. The last 7 days, I've felt really just numb I guess. Not good, but not bad. Just basically felt okay. But today, I began to feel emotional. I don't know why, because it was all of a sudden. Feel something deep in my chest, and it's amazing. The emotions that I feel, are good. Today was a blessing.

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 10
Last night I had some urges, but nothing that I haven't seen before. Looking forward to today. Can't believe I made it to 10 days. So blessed.

 

[Blondie]

So proud of you Freedom. 10 days is a great achievement.

Onward!

 

[Ezel]

We are in this together freedom, keep going my man.
Stay Frosty...

 

[FreedomFromTheStruggle_11]

Day 10 recap
Today was good. When I woke up, I had a lot of energy. When the afternoon hit, fatigue hit me and so did a bit of sadness. I look at it as a sign of healing. Onto day 11 tomorrow.