FreedomFromTheStruggle_11
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Day 7.
Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired
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FreedomFromTheStruggle_11
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Day 8. Had a PMO/sexual dream. In the dream, I said screw it and got out of bed and was gonna do it. Thankfully it was only a dream. Moving forward. Happy Easter.
FreedomFromTheStruggle_11
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Day 9. Headache this morning and no energy. Had another PMO/sexual dream. Those are annoying but they are a part of this process. It means healing and withdrawal. Looking forward to 10 days tomorrow and then the 2 week mark in a few days. I've had a few flashbacks because of stuff I hear. Like keywords may trigger a flashback of pmo or something. It's so odd. Anyway, gonna make it a good day regardless.
FreedomFromTheStruggle_11
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Day 10. Had a flashback/small urge earlier. Wanted to post just to make my addicted brain mad.
Ezel
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Good job my man, keep your head up, and keep going.
FreedomFromTheStruggle_11
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Thank you, man. Got through last night relapse free. It's crazy the stuff your brain will throw at you.
Blondie
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This is great to hear, @FreedomFromTheStruggle_11.
FreedomFromTheStruggle_11
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I'm proud. Just wish those flashbacks would stop. That's what always used to get me off track. It was my fault too because I would indulge them. I know by saying no and fighting, I'm building strength and self discipline. Two things I lack.
Blondie
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Well, it's a muscle you have to exercise, and you just did!
You got this.
Blondie
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Thanks for sharing your story, @FreedomFromTheStruggle_11. I think I can identify with many of those moments in your story. Keep going brother. Your story is still going, and you have the freedom to choose to write whatever way you wish it to end.
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