Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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Just wanted to post something. I feel so much better inside now then I did 24 days ago. Since then, I have M'd and O'd, but I have not viewed porn or any porn substitutes. I have not done any porn fantasy. And it feels so good. It's like I'm coming back together again. I'm not giving my heart mind and soul to someone on a screen that doesn't even know I exist. There is so much more out there, that is real and that Is worth quitting porn for. It's not until you get out of that cycle, that you begin to feel it, see it and realize it. Every day is better without porn in it. Hope someone reads this today who needs it.
 

Ezel

Respected Member
Just wanted to post something. I feel so much better inside now then I did 24 days ago. Since then, I have M'd and O'd, but I have not viewed porn or any porn substitutes. I have not done any porn fantasy. And it feels so good. It's like I'm coming back together again. I'm not giving my heart mind and soul to someone on a screen that doesn't even know I exist. There is so much more out there, that is real and that Is worth quitting porn for. It's not until you get out of that cycle, that you begin to feel it, see it and realize it. Every day is better without porn in it. Hope someone reads this today who needs it.
Well said freedom, very nice to see how life could be without porn. This Filth has screwed up our brains in perticular and our life's in general, but not anymore.
I hope you keep the great attitude 😃 you are having, and eventually one day you will be set free.
 

FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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Recap of my day
Feeling really emotional tonight. It's good emotional though. Feeling thankful and blessed. Just have so much to be thankful for. Letting this awful addiction go and healing the way that I've been doing, has been so rewarding and so so special. My day was good. Tonight has been totally different, but in a very good way. Feeling good inside as well. Just feeling good.
 

FreedomFromTheStruggle_11

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*Very Late Night Post*
Day 27 without porn.
I realized tonight, that I haven't been living in congruence with how I want to be and live. A few days ago, I posted how I needed to clean some things up in order to become the best me that I can be. Well tomorrow I'm gonna start that. Porn truly made me lose myself. It's like it took hold of my soul and ate at it until I finally quit. The hobbies that I used to love, as well as the simplest of things that used to give me joy, porn took from me. It did that, because I let it. But not anymore. I'm running back to those things. Back to myself. And to the best version of myself that I can possibly be. I know now, that freedom from this awful parasite known as porn is possible. Back when I was relapsing every month, that freedom seemed so far away. Tonight, it doesn't. And I'm proud.
 
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