Today I M'd and O'd twice, without any artificial sexual stimulation. Something hit me today, that has held me back for so long. See, when I first rebooted in 2019 I thought that if I M'd and O'd, even without porn that it was a complete relapse. So over the last 3 years, when I would do that I would be so down that I would give into the porn beast. I can't tell you how many porn relapses could have been avoided, had I known about hard mode and classic mode and easy mode and so on. Today a weight fell off my shoulders. So tomorrow is 21 days PORN FREE. Almost one month in. I also realized, that when I did M and O without porn, that I didn't feel like garbage like I have in the past after a porn session. Just wanted to update you all. Looking forward to tomorrow.