I will make it -- Looking forward to taking my life back

First_step_thousand_miles

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Day 371 (no MO since Day 364) -- Well, ever since I came to that epiphany earlier and stopped caring / optimizing around sleep, I've gotten 7+ hours for the past few nights. That's the secret folks -- it's not just my epiphany, I've read many others who have reported the same.

Otherwise, urge to MO has come down a lot in past 2 days as I've been hanging out with a lot of people. The trick is to keep yourself busy / out and about I guess, and replacing it with activities you enjoy. Onwards
 

First_step_thousand_miles

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Day 373 (no MO since Day 364) -- Well my libido is super low. Wouldn't say dead but maybe 10-15% of normal. I was in a pretty vapid part of the country this weekend for a wedding (take a guess haha) and saw literally 200 women who had IG model type bodies. But while I did look, didn't really feel much libido down there. Think it's part of the flatline. Glad that the temptations have died down a lot though
 

First_step_thousand_miles

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Day 377 (no MO since Day 364) -- Wow, urges are definitely stronger when you don't MO for a while. It's only been 12ish days of no MO and I already get more urges from random stuff. It's all controllable of course (2-4 out of 10 generally) but it does kinda suck in terms of being distracting. Anyway, just focusing on pushing towards my goals -- I weighed myself two days ago and was at 160.6lb. I think I can get under 160lb before June 1st as planned, and then hoping to get to 150lb by end of July. It's ambitious but I'll be very happy if I can make this happen while continuing to work out. Rehabbing a small injury but that should be good to go soon enough. Hope everyone is well
 
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