Back again after MO

_tws265

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Hello all,
I started my reboot on March 27th but have not been successful as I would like. I have not PMO'd but i have been trying/hooking up with someone recently. I still have PIED but it is still mild. About a month ago I MO'd after sexting this person. She changed her mind but last week we fooled around. I still had issues but eventually got there. I texted her again today. I barely even touched myself just a little bit at the thought of it but came anyway.
I have not PMO'd but definitely substituted i think with sexting. Feeling real down. The woman im sleeping with and I have an arrangement and it will never be anything more. I get so depressed after i MO over the potential progress i lost but i still do it after a few weeks anyway. I really hope this is something i can look back on someday
 
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