Hello,
I am 24 years old and have developed a unnatural image of sex due to pornusage from the age of about 14. It made me develop several fetishes which I never had thought of before the use of porn. I haven’t had any great experience of sex until now although I have had 2 long relationships. The last relationship ended due to me being depressed and overworked. In the months after this relationship ended I have had a few dates with a girl and wanted to have sex. I could not relax or get an erection to have sex. It really made me feel down and emberassed. After this experience (which i have had more often in my life) I began to think about my porn usage and luckily found the reboot nation and read the book of Gary Wilson. After this I finally understood what was actually causing my depressed feeling for years.
I am in the Reboot for 83 days now and already feeling a lot better, but I was wondering whats next? I haven’t had the urge to masturbate or anything like it. Should I just wait until it wil naturally return or should I slowly start maturbating again? Would like to here some people’s view on my situation.
I am 24 years old and have developed a unnatural image of sex due to pornusage from the age of about 14. It made me develop several fetishes which I never had thought of before the use of porn. I haven’t had any great experience of sex until now although I have had 2 long relationships. The last relationship ended due to me being depressed and overworked. In the months after this relationship ended I have had a few dates with a girl and wanted to have sex. I could not relax or get an erection to have sex. It really made me feel down and emberassed. After this experience (which i have had more often in my life) I began to think about my porn usage and luckily found the reboot nation and read the book of Gary Wilson. After this I finally understood what was actually causing my depressed feeling for years.
I am in the Reboot for 83 days now and already feeling a lot better, but I was wondering whats next? I haven’t had the urge to masturbate or anything like it. Should I just wait until it wil naturally return or should I slowly start maturbating again? Would like to here some people’s view on my situation.
