Carlos1324
New Member
Been doing a lot of research and finally was led to join this forum! Decided I should keep a journal just to keep my spirits up and hopefully find a bit of support. For context I’m 20 years old and been an avid P user since I was about 13ish. Over the past couple years it’s been an everyday activity, with multiple days of the week watching it more than twice. I kinda always knew it was a problem but I had no idea the actual affects of it until I was trying to have sex with someone and I wasn’t as into it as I had thought I would be, after all I had been waiting for that moment since I was a teenager lol! I enjoyed watching P because it took away from the depression I had faced throughout my teenage years. After all the research I think I’ve found just how badly P has messed me up which is why I’m committed to changing that.
It’s been 2 days without PMO and I’m feeling very proud but also a bit nervous for the long journey ahead of me, but I’m going to do it because I deserve to have a better life and mental state. Excited to read and interact with other people on here as well. Wish me luck!!!
- Carlos M.
It’s been 2 days without PMO and I’m feeling very proud but also a bit nervous for the long journey ahead of me, but I’m going to do it because I deserve to have a better life and mental state. Excited to read and interact with other people on here as well. Wish me luck!!!
- Carlos M.