Taking Control of My Life

CAOB_86

New Member
I have been battling porn addiction for the better part of 10 years. I have been using porn since I was probably 12 or 13. I'm tired of letting it control me and my impulses. I'm tired of letting it rob me of my desire to interact sexually with my wife.

I have been here before but haven't been back in some time because I'm afraid to face the past and the mistakes I have made. I can't do that forever and I can't drown myself in self indulgence for comfort in lue of changing. I need to take control of my life. I need to do right for myself and my family. Thanks to all in the community for your support.
 

CAOB_86

New Member
Today is day 2 and so far things are alright. I have been recovering from COVID and becoming a little stir crazy. I'm on my own in my house under quarantine and I just want to get through these next days alone before I return to the world and try to be productive.
 

CAOB_86

New Member
Reset counter to day 0. I need to refocus on the importance of this process. It's so easy to forget what is actually important to you when you get distracted by temptation. Focus on the reasons not to watch porn. Focus on why you are here. Pick yourself up and keep going.
 
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