Moving Forward

PrometheusUnbound

Active Member
No PMO Day 98

Chugging along. Life is going well. This has been my softest reboot so far. Softest in terms of discipline I think. Slippage in discipline with MO and porn subs for a few days here and there. Then course correcting. I've felt lethargic and irritated with myself for sure, but I'm feeling more like a person who has things they struggle with in general (like everyone) than this broken wretched thing on the edge oft he abyss. Been riding along the river with my son for the past few days. My weight is down to 98kg for the first time in a while (it had been a consistent 103kg since Christmas and Chinese New Year and just didn't come down). My son just turned 4 recently. So lucky to have him. It's weird that this is the best time in my life but he won't remember it. Hopefully he remembers the love in his body and that his mum and I started to get our shit together (hopefully in time).

Have a nice porn-free week (and if not, a porn-free week, and if not, a nice one )!
 

PrometheusUnbound

Active Member
No PMO Day 100

A clean few days of doing what I need to do, staying active, and more self-reflection. My partner and I feel more in love than we have in what feels like a very long time - something that I did not expect, but have been working hard on this year. Haven't looked at porn subs for about 5 days. I usually do straight after I post that I haven't. It's a habit that I have; I seem to crow the loudest about any positive thing I might be up to just when I am on the cusp of stopping - maybe a mixture of wishful thinking, virtue signalling, and hubris. Something to work on,

RIP D'Angelo - that hit me hard this morning.

Best.
 
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