I have been having some anxiety and medical issues as of late. I'm working on every part of myself to become healthy. I'm 35yo and have been married for almost 10years. I have had a problem with porn for about 15yo or so.
I hit a low point a few years back when I started spending money on cam sites. I never spent money on them or other sites before. Everything became boring and less exciting and having ED issues. My wife found I had spent almost $3000 in one year on cam sites. I told her right then and there I was done.
I lasted a almost a year from the cam sites but slowly slipped back into them near the beginning of covid. I started sneaking money onto gift cards to pay for the cam sites. My wife found those a few months back and gave me 1 more chance. I have been free from the cam sites for a few months now but still scroll the free sites recklessly. Half the time I don't even enjoy the jerkking as much as the hours and hours of just scrolling and searching.
I am doing my best moving forward to not have a PMO.
Any words of encouragement will help and be greatly appreciated!
I hit a low point a few years back when I started spending money on cam sites. I never spent money on them or other sites before. Everything became boring and less exciting and having ED issues. My wife found I had spent almost $3000 in one year on cam sites. I told her right then and there I was done.
I lasted a almost a year from the cam sites but slowly slipped back into them near the beginning of covid. I started sneaking money onto gift cards to pay for the cam sites. My wife found those a few months back and gave me 1 more chance. I have been free from the cam sites for a few months now but still scroll the free sites recklessly. Half the time I don't even enjoy the jerkking as much as the hours and hours of just scrolling and searching.
I am doing my best moving forward to not have a PMO.
Any words of encouragement will help and be greatly appreciated!