Hello everyone, I'm 34 almost 35 and single. I did some PMO free for 7 months about 2-3 years ago but now since COVID completely relapse on really really hardcore porn (can't even describe it but this is fucked up). So about me I have a good job, working from home so it's easy to give up watching porn . Most of my friends get married, have a nice GF or BF and I am the only one which is always "up" to go out, for a drink, to find a girl for hooking up blabla. I think i'm taking care of myself even if I'm not fit (easy to replace porn by sugar right..) but I can't keep a GF because I have PIED all the times even with viagra. I'm attracted to girl and don't think my sexual taste changed (I never watch gay/TS porn and i'm not attracted by that). But it seems that I look really needy with girls so lot of things to work aswell on the social side.
Yesterday I had PMO on a weird and discussing porn. I felt so ashamed and bad that I promise to myself (for the 50 times) that I would never watch this again. So now enough is enough I want to start an healthy life and at almost 35 to find a nice woman where I can built something. I tried Tinder and dating apps but don't have even 1 like so that's ruining aswell my confidence in myself.
Day 1 now with lot of hope and I'm targetting at least 2 weeks so until the 12th of July. I will try to put every day my evolution and how I feel. Hope to count on you guys , I figured out that fighting this alone is almost impossible.
Cheers!
Ps: I'm french so apologize if my english can have some mistakes.
Yesterday I had PMO on a weird and discussing porn. I felt so ashamed and bad that I promise to myself (for the 50 times) that I would never watch this again. So now enough is enough I want to start an healthy life and at almost 35 to find a nice woman where I can built something. I tried Tinder and dating apps but don't have even 1 like so that's ruining aswell my confidence in myself.
Day 1 now with lot of hope and I'm targetting at least 2 weeks so until the 12th of July. I will try to put every day my evolution and how I feel. Hope to count on you guys , I figured out that fighting this alone is almost impossible.
Cheers!
Ps: I'm french so apologize if my english can have some mistakes.