tay97
Active Member
Day 8 No Porn & No Masturbation
Just had sex. I thought it would be good. A young good- looking, bisexual guy, living alone in a big city, with so many potential sex partners. Well, it wasn't. Met a guy through some dating app. He came over. We talked. We fucked. For a few minutes. I came quick. I didn't like the sex. But with 7 days of No PMO it didn't take much. Post Nut Clarity hit hard. I didn't even wanted to look at him anymore. He was clearly hurt. He asked if he can cum, too. I just wanted him to leave. I just don't care about him. I said that I am sorry and that I don't think that I enjoy casual sex. He left.
I feel ashamed. Ashamed of using somebody like that. But I just wanted him gone. This whole thing.. I feel depressed and lonely.
Deep within I want an intimate relationship with a girl but I just always set myself back with casual hook ups with guys, that I don't even enjoy..
I don't even have energy to cry...
Just had sex. I thought it would be good. A young good- looking, bisexual guy, living alone in a big city, with so many potential sex partners. Well, it wasn't. Met a guy through some dating app. He came over. We talked. We fucked. For a few minutes. I came quick. I didn't like the sex. But with 7 days of No PMO it didn't take much. Post Nut Clarity hit hard. I didn't even wanted to look at him anymore. He was clearly hurt. He asked if he can cum, too. I just wanted him to leave. I just don't care about him. I said that I am sorry and that I don't think that I enjoy casual sex. He left.
I feel ashamed. Ashamed of using somebody like that. But I just wanted him gone. This whole thing.. I feel depressed and lonely.
Deep within I want an intimate relationship with a girl but I just always set myself back with casual hook ups with guys, that I don't even enjoy..
I don't even have energy to cry...