sho0fl
Active Member
Hey Tay, I think you're doing great, I'm not just saying this to make you feel better.
You're in this fight and fighting, you'll eventually win.
What might help is to identify what caused you to relapse again. If it's some sporty events that are otherwise pretty much like soft P, you can remove that easily.
As for your preferences, mine aren't vanilla as well.
Don't think bad about yourself or your preferences. Feel good that you're making progress.
Think again why you're doing it. Re-read your journal to see your strongest days, do more of that. See what caused you to relapse, not just now but previously. See what you have done to help. See what you have done that didn't help.
Stay strong man, you will get the P monster sooner or later. Why not sooner?
You're in this fight and fighting, you'll eventually win.
What might help is to identify what caused you to relapse again. If it's some sporty events that are otherwise pretty much like soft P, you can remove that easily.
As for your preferences, mine aren't vanilla as well.
I've watched some pretty heavy stuff related to BDSM/KINK. I've watched hentai, I've watched trans hentai, I've watched bestiality (not hentai).
Don't think bad about yourself or your preferences. Feel good that you're making progress.
Think again why you're doing it. Re-read your journal to see your strongest days, do more of that. See what caused you to relapse, not just now but previously. See what you have done to help. See what you have done that didn't help.
Stay strong man, you will get the P monster sooner or later. Why not sooner?