Percival
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Successful Tuesday, which is to say: I stayed focused on work and didn't waste time looking at girls in any state of dress or undress. It felt good to come to the end of the day and feel like I used it well.
I was pondering this morning that I feel like I've turned a corner, but I also remember that I've turned many corners before. But it doesn't matter: past performance does predict that I'll fail again, but so what. Today is today and that is the only day I have any control over. It's halfway through the week and I feel neither great temptation nor great anti-porn determination (which is the way it should be). The goal for today is to do "normal" things, and remember that small backsliding tends to lead to large backsliding.
I was pondering this morning that I feel like I've turned a corner, but I also remember that I've turned many corners before. But it doesn't matter: past performance does predict that I'll fail again, but so what. Today is today and that is the only day I have any control over. It's halfway through the week and I feel neither great temptation nor great anti-porn determination (which is the way it should be). The goal for today is to do "normal" things, and remember that small backsliding tends to lead to large backsliding.