Percival
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Last week was pretty difficult: I spent a lot of time looking at girls. Towards the end, I realized something new: usually when I start bingeing, after a while I get a strong repulsion reaction and it breaks the cycle. That never happened and I wondered why, then realized it was because I'd set up filters and blocks so that, while I did search for and look at girls, almost all of them were only mildly sexy and only a few actually porny things got through.
So I'm actually counting it a victory. Not that I looked---I wish I had not---but that past me set up enough obstacles that present, weak me didn't get to see much. And present me didn't go to the effort to get around the blocks.
With the weekend, I had enough time away that the temptation is pretty low today. I hope and plan to build on that for this week.
So I'm actually counting it a victory. Not that I looked---I wish I had not---but that past me set up enough obstacles that present, weak me didn't get to see much. And present me didn't go to the effort to get around the blocks.
With the weekend, I had enough time away that the temptation is pretty low today. I hope and plan to build on that for this week.