Bawanda
Member
Hi! There
My addiction started when I got a taste of penis rub against my bike seat. Then it turn into regular masturbation at early age of 12. I used newspaper bikini photos to masturbate and hot bollywood item songs were the favorites to masturbate on. Then at the age of 14 I had sex with a woman. Then I realized that when I masturbate by looking at that woman I had a hard erection but when I mate with her little or no erection. I got separate from her. Then came internet and porn. And since then it's been 11 years and in that last 4 to 5 years I masturbated almost daily basis 2 to 3 times by watching porn. I want to quit it but addiction is difficult to give up. Now I'm 26 years old and I did not feel anything in my penis when my girlfriend touched it but it erects when I masturbate while imagining my girlfriend. Please help!
This is a tragedy even if I want to give it up but last time i tried but after 2and half months I relapsed. I want to marry but I'm turning 27 very soon and I'm postponing my marriage just because of PIED. I'm afraid of how long will it take to recover.
My addiction started when I got a taste of penis rub against my bike seat. Then it turn into regular masturbation at early age of 12. I used newspaper bikini photos to masturbate and hot bollywood item songs were the favorites to masturbate on. Then at the age of 14 I had sex with a woman. Then I realized that when I masturbate by looking at that woman I had a hard erection but when I mate with her little or no erection. I got separate from her. Then came internet and porn. And since then it's been 11 years and in that last 4 to 5 years I masturbated almost daily basis 2 to 3 times by watching porn. I want to quit it but addiction is difficult to give up. Now I'm 26 years old and I did not feel anything in my penis when my girlfriend touched it but it erects when I masturbate while imagining my girlfriend. Please help!
This is a tragedy even if I want to give it up but last time i tried but after 2and half months I relapsed. I want to marry but I'm turning 27 very soon and I'm postponing my marriage just because of PIED. I'm afraid of how long will it take to recover.
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