Day 108 no PMO
I will primarily be preaching about Jesus Christ and helping others to form a personal relationship with Him. I'll also serve in the community and the local congregation. Our church has a welfare program that gives food to needy members, similar to the Salvation Army. I'll definitely be spending time serving there. I'll be helping members who are moving in/out of the area, doing yard work, helping with charity drives. Basically helping to meet the individual needs of church members and those interested in joining, along with service in the community. I'm looking forward to the whole experience. It will be really hard but rewarding work.
I go to a nearby lake very often and those girls man ... I don't know how to stop this craving for their bodies. I just know, that porn is not the solution.Day 120 no PMO!
Man, 4 months already! I feel way better now, recovering at a consistent pace.
I had a good week while camping. I handled the triggers I encountered well. I usually don't get very good sleep while camping, which was definitely true for this trip. There were really loud birds or bugs in the trees that were chirping from dusk until 4 AM every morning. I played some music, prayed, anything besides thinking about PMO while laying in bed. Another trigger came from some girls who were staying at a summer camp on the lakeside nearby. Our young men were cliff jumping into the lake when a group of about 20 seventeen-eighteen year-olds came by to take pictures and jump in the lake too. They were all wearing 2 piece swimming suits! I decided to just keep my eyes on other stuff. It's still tough but it's getting easier.