Angry dilapidated man in his youth

[Bawanda]

I'm a kind of chain masturbator. I masturbate that many times so that no energy left in my body and I could sleep peacefully for long hours. Then when I wake-up I eat eggs fishes with spice🌶 to get burning from inside so that I can masturbate again next day. I was in hostel in single room without any partner with high speed internet and high quality porn at hand. After every account I regret not to do it again but next day I do it again.
My daily cycle
Eat hot and healthy
Watch porn
Masturbate with imagination
Deep sleep after fully exhausted by fap.

Now after so many years I feel like l have not grown mentally and physically though I'm 27 soon. I can't take good decision can't do sports activities and so many other disabilities like introvert, got angry at nothing, take anything too serious, insecure...

Please support me my friends I'm kinda suicidal but hope to live healthy sweet life with children and wife.

 

[Bawanda]

Now I'm following sattvic diet prescribed in ayurveda in moderate form so that i don't feel burning sensation inside
I've given up hot spices and following healthy soothing food
and I started meditation program. Living with a friend to avoid solitary confinement
I'm keeping laptop and mobile 2meters away from my bed to avoid sleep distraction.
But I'm afraid of falling back.. Please suggest guys. I need urgent help

 

[Oscar40]

. I need urgent help

Hello. The only help you can receive, unfortunately, is virtual, because through a medium like this, you can only receive some suggestions from those of us who have been through similar situations.

Like you, I too have had a masturbatory sex life for most of my life, and have had little sexual experience with other people.

The only advice I can give you from myself is that, if you want it, and if at this moment in life you feel lonely (because masturbatory sex life really is lonely), you should make the decision for yourself to abandon that sex life. masturbatory to give space to a sexual life as a couple.


However, that is a decision that only you can make, and no one here can help you in that regard, because only you have the power to make the decision to leave the circle where you have been for several years of your life.


I have made the decision to leave masturbatory sex life aside and prepare for the next few months to enjoy that sex life with a partner, because I feel bad and also empty with the masturbatory sex life that I have experienced until a while ago.

If you feel bad about that masturbatory sex life (PMO), it is possible that the "reset" is for you a good option.

I imagine that if you are here in this virtual community called Reboot nation, it is because you are feeling frustrated and lonely with your masturbatory sex life. Therefore, it is time to put that life aside.

For a good time ? that depends on your expectations

Forever? that also depends on your expectations.

 

[Bawanda]

Hello. The only help you can receive, unfortunately, is virtual, because through a medium like this, you can only receive some suggestions from those of us who have been through similar situations.

Like you, I too have had a masturbatory sex life for most of my life, and have had little sexual experience with other people.

The only advice I can give you from myself is that, if you want it, and if at this moment in life you feel lonely (because masturbatory sex life really is lonely), you should make the decision for yourself to abandon that sex life. masturbatory to give space to a sexual life as a couple.


However, that is a decision that only you can make, and no one here can help you in that regard, because only you have the power to make the decision to leave the circle where you have been for several years of your life.


I have made the decision to leave masturbatory sex life aside and prepare for the next few months to enjoy that sex life with a partner, because I feel bad and also empty with the masturbatory sex life that I have experienced until a while ago.

If you feel bad about that masturbatory sex life (PMO), it is possible that the "reset" is for you a good option.

I imagine that if you are here in this virtual community called Reboot nation, it is because you are feeling frustrated and lonely with your masturbatory sex life. Therefore, it is time to put that life aside.

For a good time ? that depends on your expectations

Forever? that also depends on your expectations.

Thanks O'40
I'm here on this virtual tour bcoz once I asked advice about it to my father(narrated ordeal about masturbation only not porn addiction) he doesn't know anything about it and said it will be okay with time. I tell my friend and he started making fun even though he watch porn too but he thinks watching porn is okay.
That's why I am here and you related to my problem I'm grateful to you.

 

[Bawanda]

Thanks O'40
I'm here on this virtual tour bcoz once I asked advice about it to my father he doesn't know anything about it and said it will be okay with time. I tell my friend and he started making fun even though he watch porn too but he thinks watching porn is okay.
That's why I am here and you related to my problem I'm grateful to you.

Even I met a doctor who is sexologist in my city and narrated my nightmare with PMO he prescribed some medicine and asked me to stay away from porn. The doctor was friendly so I tried and didn't masturbate but I occasionally watched porn and then after 3and half months I relapsed. I found that just by sharing with doctor I control it for 3 months so I joined this platform.

 

[Oscar40]

Even I met a doctor who is sexologist in my city and narrated my nightmare with PMO he prescribed some medicine and asked me to stay away from porn. The doctor was friendly so I tried and didn't masturbate but I occasionally watched porn and then after 3and half months I relapsed. I found that just by sharing with doctor I control it for 3 months so I joined this platform.

and narrated my nightmare with PMO

Nightmare ? No. I recommend Not think that really.


How old are you?

I am 40 years old. I start to watch porn in internet to the 26 years ols more or less.

And you?

Are you very young?

 

[Bawanda]

Nightmare ? No. I recommend Not think that really.


How old are you?

I am 40 years old. I start to watch porn in internet to the 26 years ols more or less.

And you?

Are you very young?

I started watching hardcore porn at the age of 16 and softcore porn like FTV, magazine bikini etc at the age of 11. Currently I'm 27 years old

 

[Bawanda]

Day 13 of No PMO. I'm afraid because last time i tried no PMO journey and lasted for three months only. Then my relapse was severe. I masturbated like I have have never done this before. But this time I'm holding me inside the gravity and will not give my mind any escape velocity.

 

[Oscar40]

Day 13 of No PMO. I'm afraid because last time i tried no PMO journey and lasted for three months only. Then my relapse was severe. I masturbated like I have have never done this before

why do you count the days?

That's like ending a girlfriend, and start counting from that moment day after day that you live without her.

That way you will never forget her.

I recommend that you do not count the days. Just live life and focus on what is important in life. There is much more to life than refraining from watching porn my dear friend. Life is wonderful. Enjoy it.


In case you go back to PMO, well, go back and take moderation. That is all. It's not the end of the world if you relapse. Many times, thousands of times I have rewatched porn, yet I am a thousand times better than I started rebooting two years ago.

It's not the end of the world if you "relapse"

Okay?

And please: Don't count the days. Counting down the days is remembering porn day after day and missing it day after day. That's why people count the days. Because they miss porn. So please: Don't count days. That makes no sense.

 

[Bawanda]

why do you count the days?

That's like ending a girlfriend, and start counting from that moment day after day that you live without her.

That way you will never forget her.

I recommend that you do not count the days. Just live life and focus on what is important in life. There is much more to life than refraining from watching porn my dear friend. Life is wonderful. Enjoy it.


In case you go back to PMO, well, go back and take moderation. That is all. It's not the end of the world if you relapse. Many times, thousands of times I have rewatched porn, yet I am a thousand times better than I started rebooting two years ago.

It's not the end of the world if you "relapse"

Okay?

And please: Don't count the days. Counting down the days is remembering porn day after day and missing it day after day. That's why people count the days. Because they miss porn. So please: Don't count days. That makes no sense.

Thanks that's very insightful for me to be busy with othar important things in life and enjoy it.

 

[Bawanda]

I'm nearing a month of my reboot journey but I imagine sometimes and I get erection while imagining. I'm waiting for my flatline as I know that erection has to be with touch only.